A Message of Love

My name is Matthew. For five and a half years I struggled with a unidentifiable, supposedly "chronic" illness before I finally made peace with it and began to heal. I am now well on my way to great health. Where once I had no energy for anything, now I work out several times a week. Where before I had horrible anxiety and panic attacks, I'm now centered and happy more often than not. With this blog I share my experiences from this journey, all of which should help you on your own healing path. I provide information about spiritual/emotional aspects of healing as well as physical ones, sometimes even posting inspiring poetry, essays, or links to helpful sites.

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10/21/11

Love Poems (Part 1)

Love Poems (Part 1)


In my last post, I discussed guilty pleasures and their relationship to self-acceptance. Well, here’s another guilty pleasure of mine: writing poetry, and in this case, love poems. But I am not ashamed of this. It is an expression of myself, an expression of truth. How could I be ashamed of Truth?


Almost every problem in the world can be attributed, if you trace it back far enough, to a lack of love and connection. I think the same can be said for illness: when we don’t get the love we need, our bodies are less likely to remain healthy.


Instead of going into reasons why this happens, which would take a considerable amount of time and consideration, I’ve decided to share a number of love poems. Allow yourself to read them slowly, take them in, and sit with them for a while if you want. Allow yourself to feel loved and accepted. Enjoy.



I Will Teach You How to Sing


Lover, when I find you, I will give you the ocean

and show you who made it.


I will teach you how to sing

from your soul rather than from your brain.


You will never know loneliness.

I will ensure that you never learn that word.


We will revel in the joy that we are.


If I knew how to braid hair, I would braid

yours into pictures. Each would carry the

same message: I adore you.

I love you with every breath in my body.


And when my lungs finally gasp out, I will love you

as the sprouting trees. I’ll become the birds that eat

their fruits, and in that feathered form, I’ll be

your soul singer each morning when you awake.


But why wait? I am with you even now, and already

all this has begun.


-


Staring into the Sun


looking into your face is

like staring into the sun,

but I will happily blind myself

to see this light of life


-


For more on the subject of love and self-acceptance, refer to some of the other blog posts, especially my last one, entitled “Guilty Pleasures.” Click here to read "Love Poems (Part 2)."


All poems on this blog are copyrighted material.

2 comments:

  1. Great poems! They've inspired me to share some song lyrics I wrote a couple months ago:

    I know you’re scared, baby
    I’m just as scared as you
    I’m feelin’ kinda crazy
    And don’t know what to do
    I’m not into playin’ games,
    Boasting or tellin’ lies
    All I wanna do right now
    Is look into your eyes
    Would you think me forward
    If I asked to hold your hand?
    Would it be asking too much
    If I asked to be your man?
    My heart is like a flower
    Tend it, watch it grow
    For you have got the power,
    More power than you know
    Anything that you want,
    Ask it, and receive
    Let my love surround you,
    Trust it, and believe
    I can make you happy
    Make your dreams come true
    I don’t need a magic wand,
    All I need is you.

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