A Message of Love

My name is Matthew. For five and a half years I struggled with a unidentifiable, supposedly "chronic" illness before I finally made peace with it and began to heal. I am now well on my way to great health. Where once I had no energy for anything, now I work out several times a week. Where before I had horrible anxiety and panic attacks, I'm now centered and happy more often than not. With this blog I share my experiences from this journey, all of which should help you on your own healing path. I provide information about spiritual/emotional aspects of healing as well as physical ones, sometimes even posting inspiring poetry, essays, or links to helpful sites.

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Love Poems (Part 2)

Love and its healing power need no explanation or introduction, so I'll leave it there and let you read.


Substitutes for Love

5.24.11


Words are nothing but substitutes

(and poor ones!) for love that need not be

spoken. They are delegates representing

the one whose features are beyond the

ability of our ears and eyes to perceive.


They fail so completely to speak truth,

and in shame they settle for half-truths and worse.


With words we attempt to paint—

But this metaphor is tired before I’ve finished writing it.


Instead, I think words paint us, all over our faces,

with frenzied strokes and startling colors. This carnival

is exciting at first, maybe even for an entire afternoon,

but the flash and bang and zip soon begin to feel empty.


So we abandon the dazzle and the bustling crowd

for the quiet retreat of a simple bed and the warm

body of a devoted lover, stillness falling over us

like a giant quilt. There is everything.



In Amber (Obsessions)


A single image of your face has grown

to the size of a monument in my dreams.

It has crowded out everything else.


Every title. Every place.

Memories have forgotten their own names.

What have you done?


Your name has stuck in my mind

like ants in amber; and like them,

I would willingly die for one taste.


(Click here to read "Love Poems (Part 1).")

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